bollocks!!!!

just when i was a little low something comes a long and shits on you from a great height !!!
i was a bid fed up, have been for a day or two, you know how it is things just mount up and get on top of you
been working long hours and lots of overtime for 18 months now all to save and pay for the wedding which is five weeks away now havent had much time for anything else
and as with many of you out there when things get on top of me i turn to food so ive gotta be strong and i have done this fairly well recently
well as i said yesterday i slipped up fine stylee on tues pm and after some very worrying news and a total panic i slipped a again last night and ended up eating out
we found out that the group that own the hotel we are getting married in has gone in to administration which was quite worrying to say the least and with only five weeks to go and many accounts/bills already paid up front we spent the whole evening trying to get some reassurance from the hotel that all will be ok
which although we were told all is ok and not to worry left us both feeling a little stressed and gutted
so pub meal it was and have to say very nice too!

missed my run whilst trying to sort things so will head out tonight and punish myself to the point that i sleep well!!

be good and ill try
sng